JC~i am replying in my own say. sorry for bad english. n don feeloffenced.none of the words is used to attack you all. this is how i feel.
tired!!
if i put my homework in straight line. i will win great wal of china.
all my teachers say give little bit home work . but thier little bit is ,little bit from workbook,little bit from work sheet,little bit from ten years series,little bit of correction.
n i got 7 subjects.all little bit !! how to finish ???
N WEDNESDAY GOT SOCIAL STUDY TEST,THURSDAY GOT POA TEST,MONDAY GOT CHINESE TEST, NEXT TUESDAY GOT HISTORY TEST!!!
I WAN TO DIE LE!!!
from the start of tis fcking year.NOT A SINGLE GOES WELL!!
but bad things come at the speed of wind .
i told my self i will not to anything extra other then my own things.
i am afriad of goods things. because when good things come , the SUPER terrible things follow at the back.after good things bang into mi . the bad things follow.
jus today.a friend of my use to be atttitude.
i know he changed. i struggle,swallow his bad attitude to mi.n try staying peaces n friend to me.not that i am perfect.he helped me alot too.
but tis time he is too much. i will not shoot an arrow into him unless i see him taking out his bow.
i m giving step. n FACE.but if he tried to place n arrow. i couldnt help. i will turn back n home alone from chinatown tomorrow . I SWEAR!!!
he is also unlucky to fck mi up at my most horrible time.
every day is the same nothing fun , sad, happy , surprise……..i am offically grounded. use com ? ha not really.. go out ? don talk about it ……
STUDY !! > NO!! {not even to stop and breath if u r studying}
SLEEP??> aaaaa?? not really …..
sometime i just cant breath . force me to study me at home but i swear. i can only do shit . at mac studying wif friend i can don one whole week of homework in 3 hours . but at home 5 hours i do only 3 question . i am really not lying. but if u say ‘y i still get tis kind of result ?’ i can only said i done my best . sorry i cant get wad u wan
some friend jus r not TRUE , u see their true colour after sometime . i really feel sad as the person was my friend for about 10years. i only can say “thanks for being my friend, lets end here.” GOODBYE !! just forget about me, delete my phone number,MSN, everything that got my name . i don wan to end tis friend ship but i really have to .i wasnt angry if u really is angry ofwad i said but i wan angry because u scolding to let out your anger . Y AM I THE ONE!!! u be like that to me first. ok BYE forever
from nigel to ” once my friend”
i will try to keep my blog alive from now
yeah today so happy recieve so many present !!! when for bowling ,peper lunch and laser quest today woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! but laser quest my result like hell like that . ha but got alot fun . confirm chop chop will go agn ! i don have the pic . thank for alex ,law ,junsheng, tricia, joycelyn,yee hsing and zia yun for the present and fun .
was so touch also when reach home thanks pei yi and emily and chang sheng for the happy birthday wish also . .
GOT A GREAT DAY TO DAY!!! FUN FUN FUN
ha thought i going do something stupid right ? no la is i am going to be off this com for 3 weeks until my exam is over .and by the time is my birthday already . hahaha.
i think i should just get through it and get use to it .trying to smile and hide everything! maybe iit is just me that have being doing thing too easily . nvm u all willl not understand T_T i will explain all this when i am back

