WHAT THE FCK!?!?!?!?

my ******* told mi ” hey nigel u will not get into poly!”

what the fck ? mi here trying so hard and u at there try to pull mi down .u as a ******* really shouln’t say such thing know ? relly trying being in my shoes,who the fck are you to say all this ?

ITE

did expect to land my self in ITE but i didnt regret!!!!       i make GOOD friends there !!!!! fun nice ppl and annoying sucking ppl,fake ppl.some where i learn a lot !

my new GOAL! is SOUTH KOREA ,my sch is organising a OVERSEA trip to SOUTH  KOREA !!!! i wan to be invovle !! i wanna score well !! i wan !!!

i want to strive for it !!!! i wan i wan !!!!

NIGEL! ITS TIME TO WAKE UP !!! GO START STUDYING !!! MT LATEST FCKING GOAL1!! I WANNA BE A 4 POINTER!!!

Friends?? or are they here for another reason?

i sometime feel thay u really treat mi very well,but sometime when u talk to mi …….

i starts to hate u ,i am not some one petty,but yet i learn a new thing,FORGIVE BUT NVR FORGET! i wish u remember if u do that to mi ,i will nvr wan u around agian .

not all friends are like that .. . . . . fck u ,u sucks!

hi. let me use your name as JC.lets not have a little quarrel about him. I am just speaking my thoughts ~

i know n understand  wad you r trying to say . i never even tried going against him . yup,your say he wan let us learn the hard way . but that is totally not the way.

if i didnt do double swing . n

he should say lik ”have you done your DS ?”

n not like shouting* ”WAD R YOU DOING ! WAITING FOR YOUR WEIGHT  TO GO AWAY IS IT ?”

DOEASNT HE HAVE TO START IT BY THE normal way ? n it doesnt not help n then goes to the HARD way?

straight to the hard way with out asking or knowing wad people is doing ,is no being at the hard way . is at the unreasonable way !

we all are human ,we do have feeling ~as you said ,everyone got their limit.i have a peak high limit .but c* don ? been humilated tis way is not everyone could accept ! going the hard way is being fierce n very presevre frocing people to do things.

not insulting people,n shout at people with out knowing if the people is doing their things for a reason .

jc~i really don mind if he is really going the hard way ~but is for real hard .not the way that insult people n threaten people ,wif their name off the cca name list .thats doeant works.people get sad n very feeling looked down on when they r shout ,n unable to return a word. i really understand c*.

i tell you ,he may be jus trying to give excuse as he knows he could not change his attitude,so if he tells you all ,n you all tells us .we will understand him .n he can contiune to insult us n we will get use to him .

tts don works well. all of us should really change to suit each other. trying to stand in the same place ,don look down to anyone n trying to be on top of us, so he could control us.

tis thing should end soon ,so we can go to training in a good mood,n not frocing our self to go n get insulted there,looked down n get shouted for no reason at .

JC~i am replying in my own say. sorry for bad english. n don feeloffenced.none of the words is used to attack you all. this is how i feel.

REMEDIAL!!

tired!!

if i put my homework in straight line. i will win great wal of china.

all my teachers say give little bit home work . but thier little bit is ,little bit from workbook,little bit from work sheet,little bit from ten years series,little bit of correction.

n i got 7 subjects.all little bit !! how to finish ???

N  WEDNESDAY GOT SOCIAL STUDY TEST,THURSDAY GOT POA TEST,MONDAY GOT CHINESE TEST, NEXT TUESDAY GOT HISTORY TEST!!!

I WAN TO DIE LE!!!

2011 like SHIT!!!!! sucking year !!!

from the start of tis fcking year.NOT A SINGLE GOES WELL!!
but bad things come at the speed of wind .
i told my self i will not to anything extra other then my own things.
i am afriad of goods things. because when good things come , the SUPER terrible things follow at the back.after good things bang into mi . the bad things follow.

jus today.a friend of my use to be atttitude.
i know he changed. i struggle,swallow his bad attitude to mi.n try staying peaces n friend to me.not that i am perfect.he helped me alot too.
but tis time he is too much. i will not shoot an arrow into him unless i see him taking out his bow.
i m giving step. n FACE.but if he tried to place n arrow. i couldnt help. i will turn back n home alone from chinatown tomorrow . I SWEAR!!!

he is also unlucky to fck mi up at my most horrible time.

STUDY !!STUDY!!

every day is the same nothing fun , sad, happy , surprise……..i am offically grounded. use com ? ha not really.. go out ? don talk about it ……

STUDY !! > NO!! {not even to stop and breath if u r studying}

SLEEP??> aaaaa?? not really …..

sometime i just cant breath . force me to study me at home but i swear. i can only do shit . at mac studying wif friend i can don one whole week of homework in 3 hours . but at home 5 hours i do only 3 question . i am really not lying. but if u say ‘y i still get tis kind of result ?’               i can only said i done my best . sorry i cant get wad u wan

some friend jus r not TRUE , u see their true colour after sometime . i really feel sad as the person was my friend for about 10years. i only can say “thanks for being my friend, lets end here.” GOODBYE !! just forget about me, delete my phone number,MSN, everything that got my name . i don wan to end tis friend ship but i really have to .i wasnt angry if u really is angry ofwad i said but i wan angry because u scolding to let out your anger . Y AM I THE ONE!!! u be like that to me first. ok BYE forever

from nigel to ” once my friend”

i will try to keep my blog alive from now

YEAH IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

yeah today so happy recieve so many present !!! when for bowling ,peper lunch and laser quest today woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!  but laser quest my result like hell like that . ha but got alot fun . confirm chop chop will go agn ! i don have the pic . thank for alex ,law ,junsheng, tricia, joycelyn,yee hsing and zia yun for the present and fun .

was so touch also when reach home thanks pei yi and emily and chang sheng for the happy birthday wish also . .

GOT A GREAT DAY TO DAY!!! FUN FUN FUN

GOOD BYE ME FRIEND !!!

ha thought i going do something stupid right ? no la is i am going to be off this com for 3 weeks until my exam is over .and by the time is my birthday already . hahaha.

i think i should just get through it and get use to it .trying to smile and hide everything! maybe iit is just me that have being doing thing too easily . nvm u all willl not understand      T_T                                                                  i will explain all this when i am back